Okay. Terah had a penis. I now understand why intercourse was out of
the question. I suppose on a purely sick level this might be seen by
Kenny as the greatest achievement of his “adult” life. Hiring a
pre-operative transsexual was low; another example of Kenny fearing a
legitimate loss in a crucial male competition by hijacking it under the
guise of a “clever” master plan. I fully admit that I was blinded by my
desire to win -- Terah could have had a goatee and I may have missed
it. But defeating Kenny is my job and I make no apologies. Though my
arousal strategy was solid and has served me well in my civilian life,
the cameras made it difficult. Terah’s willingness was my only road to
victory and just didn’t realize the road was under construction.
I
suppose I could argue that because Terah sees her/himself as a woman
that I actually may have won the competition…but it's too late. I
guess we'll never know what would have happened if Kenny hadn’t ruined
the competition like a frightened little girl. Maybe it's Kenny that
should seriously look at the validity of his gender orientation.
For
the record, I remain, as always, a heterosexual male. My support of the
gay and transgender community is as solid and sincere as ever. If there
appeared to be any shame on my part when Kenny revealed to me that Tara
was not a full female, please understand that it was shock, not shame.
I know there will be Kenny fans that will snicker and call me names,
and if there is any shame to be had, that's where it belongs. What
happened, happened, and I'm going to look at it as a life experience
not many heterosexual men get to have...I never thought I'd have
something in common with Tommy Lee.
Though I fully support
Terah’s right to be comfortable with your sexual identity, I do not
support sleazy payoffs and cheating. Shame on you, Terah. And shame on
you, Kenny. Shame. Shame. Shame.
For personal and professional reasons, I will never speak about this competition again.
-Spenny